What should I do to stop having sex with people who I don't know?
I am an extremely lonely person.
On days when I'm lonely and can't help it, I have sex with people I've never met before. I like sex.
I love sex, but I really want to have loving sex with someone I love and am in a relationship with.
But because I do this all the time, I'm rumored to be a slut at school and in my hometown.
So all the boys who come to me don't really like me, they just want to fuck me. But I feel happy about that.
From their point of view, they may just be friends with me, but I'm very happy about that. I'm glad that they acknowledge my existence as a friendship.
But I hate myself like this. I hate myself so much that I can only fill my loneliness with sex. How can I be confident in myself without having sex, and how can I make myself feel less lonely?